Well, I can, with certitude, say it is in Arizona.  It was an absolutely gorgeous, balmy, sunny day today.  I took the “day off”, so to speak, and headed for the hills for some one on one time with Mother Nature.  I always feel 1000% better when I do, and I wanted to really charge…

I feel like I hit the trifecta. Almost. Last night was a superb night with H…we both felt that it was the best night we have had together, maybe ever. At least in recent memory, chemo brain notwithstanding. And yes, it was topped off with an ooey, gooey souffle au chocolat!  Today we met with…

Doesn’t it sound so normal, so sweetly romantic and almost a weekly routine?  It is amazing how many simple things we take for granted when we have our health.  Tonight H and I are going out to dinner at Roy’s, one of our all time fave restaurants, to celebrate Valentine’s Day, our Tenth Anniversary and…

I got such a lovely email yesterday from an old friend that it literally jolted me out of my self indulgent wallow on the dark side.  I am back to my “the best that it gets” phase of chemo, and I need to celebrate the positive, every singly minute of it!  So, I immediately poured…

Coming up for air, light and life after Round 4.  I have rarely been sick a day in my life, other than the obligatory cold or flu, before my diagnosis. I have found that going through this dis-ease, treatment and the consequent side effects to be disturbingly unfamiliar and horrifically challenging, to understate the case. …

Ten years ago today, just moments before a glowing orange orb gracefully descended into the choppy, post storm waves off Makena Beach in Maui, three hump back whales breached in silhouette against the setting sun.  And, as if to prove that their presence and proferred blessings were not some kind of cruel illusion, the mother…

As mentioned in earlier blogs, chemo treatments present many visceral side effects, most of which can be addressed with a plethora of drugs reccommended by the doctors. Not to knock the AMA, but there is a universe of knowledge in the thousands’ year old Eastern philosophies, practices, and treatments, as well as the rapidly accelerating…

Nothing like the excitement of a road trip, the soothing effect of a walk in nature and the company of a loving friend to make you appreciate life in the moment – and beyond.  I am sitting in my chair at the Mayo, 24 hours later, determined to hold onto these images of beauty and…

Or, hopefully, out of the fog.  I seem to fade into and out of what we commonly refer to and experience as reality.  Reality as in rising in the am, taking a shower, eating breakfast, checking emails and voicemails (always and often!), and then carrying on with the marching orders of the day. In these…

Okay, so enough whining about the hair, I know, but last night I took the final step in the loss of hair saga.  With the help of my husband, I shaved the last ugly bits left on my head.  I now understand why partially bald men opt to go all the way with the bald…