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  • Okay, so I have regrettably put my dental hygiene on the back burner since my diagnosis. Surgery, radiation, and chemo intervened, and then our dental insurance lapsed. Now that I am feeling better emotionally and physically, I started to research new dental plans because most major medical plans don’t include it or it’s grossly expensive…

  • Okay, that’s a lot to expound upon in a very limited time/space frame. Angels are the easiest to address, and deserve repeated and ongoing accolades of thanks and gratitude ad infinitum, for now and all time.  I have been blessed with many angels in my life, some that I have recognized and probably many more…

  • This is for all you ladies out there who may be in the dark (as I was) about various breast and brassiere issues on this side of recovery.  First of all, if you had a lumpectomy, your affected breast will continue to shrink (and swell and shrink and swell) post treatment, with the long term…

  • Why me…?

    I woke up this morning in a major funk, and realized that I was absolutely dreading my 6 month exam and labs at the Mayo.  I don’t think I ever dwelled on the self-pitying thought of “why me” throughout my now going on three year BC journey, until maybe now.  But to clarify, I am…

  • I feel like a little girl, running home with my latest crayola “work of art”, hoping against hope that it will be acceptable enough to be posted on the fridge.  I guess since I did not get the appreciation and kudos for any of my efforts as a child, I am making up for it…

  • Forgiveness…

    I realized as soon as I hit enter on my last post that I had not accurately conveyed my feelings re FEAR.  When I reread it, it sounded so morosely depressing. That was not my intention.  What I wanted to share is that I am mesmerized by the epiphany I experienced in meditation that seemingly…

  • FEAR…

    As I continue my epic journey to find inner peace, conscious calm and spiritual bliss, I am consistently being confronted with the notion of fear.  I have never considered myself a fearful person.  Quite the opposite, acutally. My whole life I have embraced adventure and jumped off many more cliffs than even I can believe,…

  • I was hunkered down under several comforters this weekend fighting off round 2 of the flu…round 1 in November was really horrendous, so I must be getting stronger and/or creating a few new antibodies, because I am feeling much better today.  I’d prefer to believe that my immune system is rebounding at lightening warp speed…

  • Where did the time go, we wonder, as we prepare to leave 2014 and enter a new, hopefully prosperous and healthy New Year.   As a survivor, and as a wife of a survivor, I have examined and re-examined ad nauseum my life, my food choices, my level of activity, my choice of endeavors and, perhaps…