I am humbled to my core that so many people, literally hundreds a week, continue to read judyblueyes. It has been well over six months since my last entry, and since then I have gone to great, even pyrrhic, lengths to literally and spiritually close that chapter of my life. The day after my final chemo treatment last December, I mistakenly believed that I could put all of the sorrow and suffering behind me and start anew. All I had to do was wave my wizard wand, and badda bing :)) But alas, the journey did not end there. It merely continued and will, I now realize, become part of my karmic evolution. You can run, but you can’t hide, as the saying goes. I am grateful to have become a more spiritual and forgiving woman along this path, but I am still very much struggling with the physical and emotional baggage that my breast cancer has wrought.
So, on this eve of the Super Moon phenomenon, I am going to consciously, with passion and purpose, embrace all of its healing energies while continuing to release those pesky old patterns of negative energy. This is a process, a never-ending metamorphosis of sorts, that does not magically end with the flip of a switch. Or the surge of the last infusion. Would that it could but it can’t. My new writer’s blog will have to wait a bit longer for its launch, because my work here is clearly not done…thank you all for your inspiring support. Take a moment to bask in the magic of the moonlight tonight…With love and light, judy
Aug. 10, 2014
Judy Richter 