Yesterday I had a “double whammy squared” kind of day at the Mayo. Seven hours of tests, labs, consults, radiation and then the coup de grace icing on the cake…chemo. I dragged my sorry self out of there with only just enough juice left to drive myself home in rush hour traffic. So, this morning I awoke, feeling sore, nauseous and depressed, eyes streaming water (not tears), wondering when this was all going to end. Of course, I know the answer and can see the light at the end of the tunnel, and it’s not too far off. I know that! It’s just that the dark clouds and storm raging around me right now are hard to endure, given my low threshold of resilience and patience.
As if in answer to my prayers, I read the blog of a wonderfully insightful woman named Lisa Star, who was ‘raised in the faith’ of Jose Arguelles’ Dreamspell interpretation of the Mayan calendar, and has devotedly studied and taught its cycles for 13 years. According to the Mayan calendar, we are entering Blue Storm Wavespell, which is all about developing the faith that the inconvenience of thunder, lightning and a deluge of water is also what heals and returns us to the bright solar rays of a clear sky.
So, I choose to take Lisa’s advise and embrace the storm, letting it power wash me clean. You can read Lisa’s blog at http://resonanttruth.com. Bless all angels everywhere!
May. 2, 2013
Judy Richter 